I have no energy to do anything. I do manage to take a shower, most days. But some days, that's about all I do. I guess I also wash the dishes or, if G washes them, then I put them away. Sometimes I fix dinner, but G fixes dinner about half of the time, so even that's not a daily accomplishment.
I wish I could say that the main cause of my lethargy is due to the heat, but that's not true. Today it was wonderfully cool; we didn't even have to turn on the window fans. So, with moderate weather, did I do even one of the many tasks that need my attention? No.
I know what my root problem is -- depression. I just don't know how, outside of medication, to overcome the darkness that continues to close in on me.
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